returning to things

[savveir]

So after a few months absence, I decided I would start visiting an old hangout because I missed some of the friendships I had made there. It is pretty awkward to me so far (I'll remind myself it's probably just in my head) and I'm not sure if that will improve or not. I sincerely doubt I was missed anyway, and I'm really not sure I'm even wanted there, so it will all depend on whether or not returning to this place will be a good thing for me.

I guess returning to it is just kinda bittersweet, yes it's nice to see people again, but I feel very much on the outer (unsurprisingly) and I am unsure that will improve at all. Social anxiety isn't just limited to meat-space I guess.

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[finch]

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